dreamweaver says.

Monday, July 31, 2006 ; 9:19 PM

i'm really depressed.
the weekend after i've made my decision and submitted the form to drop to h1 geog, mrs noordin said to me that the vp told her if i were to drop geog, i'll have to transfer to another class next year. and the only way that i won't have to change class is to drop to h1 econs.
but h1 econs is tougher than h2 and geog is my worst subject.
i seriously do not want to change class. its almost as if you've transferred to another school. everything changes. i've been there before and experienced a tumultous time in rss. its a feeling i never wanted to have again. leaving behind the newly formed bonds i've made this year and jutting in where everybody knew each other and formed cliques. imagine the first day of school next year, i would feel so lost and alone and unfamiliar with everybody.
shi min and marlene feel that i should drop geog and change classes rather than dropping to a tougher level of econs (what an irony) and struggle with it. both of them think that i'm the sort to make friends easily. but i don't know. its a really tough decision to make and i'm caught in it. i've got less than 24 hours to make a decision. actually i sort of have decided already. but i'm unwilling to face it.
i'm unsettled and depressed and messed up and in a dilemma.
this sucks.

oh God! please tell me what to do and show me your ways!